Showing posts with label transition. Show all posts
Showing posts with label transition. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Minor differences


I’ve been thinking recently about a few of the minor things that will be different when I go back to Bougainville, and things that I’ll need to try and remember. Here are some below:

Grass seeds: Firstly, try to remember to pay attention to the length of the grass, so that I don’t walk through it and get seeds all through my skirt. Failing that, I will have the leisurely activity of picking grass seeds out of my skirt. It’s a great slow pace of life activity.

Head torch: I need to remember that if I have my torch switched on, try not to look at people, as wherever my head turns, there the torch shines also, and people don’t appreciated being blinded by the light. I have a terrible habit of doing that!

Leg cramps: Quite often in the morning I get cramps in my calves just as I am waking up in the village. It’s rather annoying. I don’t know why it happens, but maybe my body gets dehydrated during the night which might trigger it.

Exact change: I’ve been used to paying for things however I like here in Australia, using my bank card, or just handing over a note. In Buka however, it’s best to pay with the exact change, because there’s always a shortage of change in the register at the shops, or at the market the sellers often don’t have enough change either. Of course, when you pay the exact amount for a lot of things, you end up running out of change yourself!

Sunscreen: I don’t like putting sunscreen on, but if I know I’m going to be out in the sun for a while, I’d better put it on.

Crabs: Sometimes when you’re sitting at the beach, you see these tiny crabs scurrying along the sand. It’s not hugely fascinating or exciting or anything, but your eye just takes it in, and I remembered about it today when I saw a crab on TV.

Monday, September 10, 2012

Change and transition

I have a big change coming up in my life again: leaving Australia and returning to PNG on 16 November. With change comes transition, and although the change doesn’t happen yet for a couple of months, my mind has entered the transition phase – I know there is a big change coming up, and it is on my mind a lot. I’m at the stage where I’m feeling a bit uneasy and apprehensive, even though I’ve been looking forward to going back for a long time and I’m still keen to be back there.

Many things and ways of doing things (like shopping even) will be different. It is a really huge change. Nearly everything will be different: environment, climate, people, food, lifestyle. The good thing is that I am not going into the unknown – I know the changes that I am facing, so hopefully that will help.

Since it is only 2 months until I go, I’m also feeling the time pressure – so much to do, yet so little time to do it in! But sometimes I have difficulty identifying what the ‘so much’ is that I have to do.

It is the same with returning to Australia. Even though I am familiar with Australia, when I return after having lived in Bougainville, PNG, I go through a transition process before and after arriving.

I think that the transition back to Australia this time lasted about 4-6 months before I started feeling more comfortable. The first month I was down a lot (a lot of grief), then in the following months it was a mixture of feeling up and down. After about 4 months I started feeling happy more often and feeling down less often, and my contentment with being in Australia continued to gradually increase over the months. Saying that however, I have never stopped looking forward to going back to the village either.

I don’t find transition easy – I don’t know if anyone does, but with this explanation in mind, perhaps you can now better understand and pray about what I will be going through in the months ahead.